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Sunday, May 31, 2009
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Saturday, May 30, 2009
Something Right
My friends and I went out last weekend and got carried out until 5 o’clock in the morning, so of course, our men kind of upset with us and we ended up in trouble. Yesterday afternoon, my friend called me and talked about what went wrong about last weekend night out. Was that a hundred percent our fault? Here is the thing, our dear friend from out of town was in Bali visiting us for my other friend’s birthday bash a week before. Then of course, as a good friend, we planned a surprise birthday party for him as well, simply just because we love him and appreciate his visit. But as usual, we were kind of lose it and the small party that we planned before turned up to be a big night out for us. And yeah, we were out of control but as my man said, my friends and I were always have an answer for our so called mistake and last weekend was no different.
So yeah, my dear friend and I were having a serious conversation about our behavior lately then came to a conclusion that we need to change. We were kind of neglecting our love ones and too busy with our own life and we don’t even realized this until what happened last weekend and our men gave us a warning. First I was like, I am not a kid so I can do whatever I want as long as I know and ready with the risks, so yeah, I was like ignored everything but after a while, I woken up and smell the coffee. I realized that in the world we have to sacrifice something to get something else. We can’t always get everything that we want, like the whole world is ours. It just doesn’t work that way. Even the day has to giving up to the night when the time comes. You can’t take care of your business, while having fun with your friends and still pay attention to your love ones during your daily routine because God only prepares us with twenty four hours in a day, remember?
Then of course, from now on we will change, well, at least we will try to adjust our priority. Hey, this is not something as easy as it sounds to achieve, don’t you think so? But yeah, from now on, we will put our love ones on the top of our list together with ourselves and our business, of course, but above our friends, our daily routine, our shopping habits, our afternoon coffee, even our having fun which was always gave us trouble. This is not a promise but we will make it as our resolutions for this year. And we made a deal that we will be each other’s reminder for this so called the holly goal of the year, hah! I know, most people who knew us would probably laughed at us, but we were serious when we made this decision. So yeah, we’re not trying to justify our mistake, but if these came from our heart and made us feel good about ourselves, then we must be doing something right. If we feel that this is something that we need to do not because of anything or anyone else but ourselves, then we must be doing something right. Because nothing sounds even more right than something that came from the heart and makes you feel better about yourselves.
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Thursday, May 28, 2009
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Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Will You Marry Me? (Read : My Mum)
"Girl, he purposed to me last night!" I still remember that sentence came out from my friend Emma (not a real name, for God sake!)'s mouth just a couple weeks before Christmas. We started to talk about her wedding plans that supposed to be on June this year. Emma sounded very happy so that made me very excited as well. I am so happy for her. This is the man that she really loved and adored. For the last ten months she never stop talking about him.
Everything as smooth as we can imagine. The only problem was when Emma told me that Ardy (her fiancĂ©e, and of course this is not a real name, are you kidding me?) did not agree with the well-known designer's wedding gown that she picked. He thought it was too expensive. No, not because of he couldn't afford it, God knows he certainly can. But he just thought that spending sixty million Rupiah for a gown that you only going to wear once is a little bit too much. Gosh...typical men, they just don't get it, do they? But that didn't ruined my friend’s happiness at all, even she has to emptied her saving account to cover for her dream gown, who cares? This is a gown that she was always wanted we‘re talking about!
So don't blame me if I was a little bit shocked to hear that their engagement was over just at the end of last week. She was so upset when she called and asked me to pick her up at the airport. She really needed some time for herself so she flew to Bali to meet me and hope that she could forget all behind her.
As a good friend, I kept on convince her that this won't be the end of everything. They meant to be together, I know that. I am a witness of how they adore each other. So, what was not right in this relationship?
"I got into an argument and ended up fight with his mom, and he stood behind her so that we have to broke this engagement up," Emma was in tears when she told me the reason. A bell just ringing in my head. Omigosh...not another mother in law and daughter in law phenomenon again. For a long time now I heard about how difficult it is to bonded mother and daughter in law. And only God knows why men always compare women to their mother. And only God knows why women always feel uncomfortable with their mother in law.
Emma's situation reminds me to every girlfriends I have. Every single of them has the same problem. One of them even said that she prefer if her father in law come to visit them rather than the mother. Why? Yup, because she was always feel uncomfortable with her. As for my other friend, she was lucky enough that her mother in law live in a different continent with her so that they only connected by phone. Even that, every time her hubby calls his mom, she was always pretended that she was asleep so her mother in law wouldn't ask him to put her on the phone. Does she have any problem with her mother in law? Nope. As a matter of fact, her mother in law loves her very much since she has no daughter. But for no reason she was always speechless every time they tried to talk to each other. It was so awkward situation. Is that her mother in law’s fault? I don't think so. Is it my friend’s? Well, I don’t think so either, maybe? But this dilemma happens for a very long-long time, just ask our mums and our mum‘s mum. And it's probably going to be there for another long-long time. It was just a dilemmatic thing. Two women in one room can caused chaos, everybody knows that.
Emma a little bit calm down after I told her about this. She's not alone. She has got millions of women in the whole world understand her situation. Gosh, I hope that they will be back together again. I really do.
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
I Am Just Love
Some say that am the one who will never be taken, the one who cannot seems to deliver. Some say that am a soul afraid of dying so that I never learn to live. Some say that am a dream afraid of waking so that I never take any chances. Some say that am just a heart afraid of breaking so that I never learn to twist. And I am love, a constant nagging pain.
Some say that am white, some say that am black. Some say that am yellow, but sometime I give everyone a blue. Some say that am grey, some say that am green. Once in a while I will be red, once in a while am purple, am even orange at some points. But I am love, an ultimate pink in your mind.
Some keep me in a silence, some celebrate me in a crowd. Some yell my name so loud, some whisper my name quietly. Some say that I deserve an announcement, some prefer me in the dark. Some flirt with me behind someone else’s back, some hold my hand with proud. Some call me in the middle of the night, some show me under the spotlight. And I am love, a bitter sweet seduction.
But I say that am a flower and sacrifice is its only seed. So when the night has been too lonely and the road has been too long, don’t ever think that I only belong to the lucky and the strong. Because remember, in the miserable cold winter, far beneath the bitter snows, lies a seed that with the sun’s love in the spring, becomes the rose.
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Sunday, May 24, 2009
Another Different Kind Of Love Story (A Poem)
Especially roses
Because I never work out what that means anyway
And I am not your lover, by the way
Don’t kiss me like you always did
Especially on my lips
Because I never asked you to
And beside, it makes me falling for your love
Don’t hold me in your arms
Especially when my heart is so burden
Because I don’t want to be depend on you
As you won’t always be there for me too
Don’t shower me with your sweet love
Especially when you can not promise me
That you will always love me, only me
Because I am not going to share you with anybody
Don’t look back as you walk away
Especially just to wave towards me
Because the last thing that I want to see from you is your sorrow face
When you look at me with those teary eyes
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Thursday, May 21, 2009
Welcoming Adam
So yeah, I was kind of feeling down with all of these then forgot to blog about a new member in my family. It was two days ago, the same date with American Idol final round, my man heard a kitten meowing behind a big wall next to my house. But because of the wall is too high so he couldn’t do anything. The last thing he saw, according to my man, my cat Frosty was up there on the top of the wall then when missing for almost fifteen minutes, then out of nowhere, there was this small ugly looking black and tan kitten at the back of my television set where my cat Frosty normally hiding. Of course, our conclusions was that he went across the wall and picked up that kitten from whatever was that behind that wall and brought him home. What a nice one! And as a tribute to Adam Lambert, I decided to named him Adam. Well, to be honest, I am not sure if he is a he or a she since it’s too difficult for me to see it at this early age. He was like probably only a month old, so tiny and the fur was not even fully growth yet. So yeah, the idea was if he’s in fact is a he then he’s an Adam, but if he turned up to be a she then he is a Kris, hah!
Back to Adam, as the kitten that is, this ugly sod really made himself comfortable at his first day. He was jumped up all over the place as soon as he got some food in his tummy. What an active animal he is! The funny thing is, my dog actually the one who was okay with this little gremlin compares to my cat. Despite on how my cat was actually who brought Adam home, but he was kind of jealous of him now. It was probably because of he used to be the youngest in the family and always got more attention, he was kind of feeling neglected now as all of the attentions go to Adam. Even my dog’s attention now was always to Adam. This ugly little thing even sleep on my chest every night as he was probably still looking for his mother's heartbeat. And it kills my cat seeing that so he was always gave Adam a snarl everytime they met. So yeah, considering this jealous factor, whenever I leave home, I was like put my dog and Adam in the house and my cat outside by the seatee. And I know for sure that this makes him even more up set. Did I mention that the first night Adam was home, my cat refused to come into the house and chose to sleep outside which was unusual for him as he was normally a house cat that never like sleeping outside? Guess animals are humans at some point.
Then yeah, my days now become busier with Macallan, my min-pin, Frosty the cat, Adam the kitten, Tommy the turtle, Momo, my neighbor’s Pomeranian who is always play in my house with my min-pin, MC the Balinese dog who claimed herself as my dog’s girlfriend, and Sebi the squirrel who comes to my house every now and then and I don’t even know where he comes from. Probably from the bushes next to the big wall I was talking earlier. And yeah, am a proud momma. I would probably build a zoo next.
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Oops, They Did It Again!
I can not believe in this super power and famous as modern country as they said about America, somehow, still intimidated by a guy who knew who he is and where he stands. A guy who is non parentally approved and not afraid to wears make up, glam glittery, and those unusual costumes that make him looks so flamboyant and unique. With Adam, you could do anything that was probably only happened in your wildest dreams and transform it to real life. He is amongst all of those superstar who never say no to any challenges. He loves what he does and continue doing it whether people like it or not. He rocks! In the other hand, Kris Allen is a married College student in his hometown, Conway, Arkansas, who worked as a Church worship leader before this big thing happened to him. He is, in fact, a parentally approved type of guy next door (boring) who you would be proud to introduce to your mom. And don’t even think of doing anything dangerous with him. And, if am not wrong, I do remember that during his audition last year, the judge Simon Cowell did say that his modesty was kind of put him off. Well, guess what, me too! Boohoo!
Okay, that was personal matters, but if you watched the show week after week, then you will understand what am talking about. Adam was a better contestant by far compare to Mr. Humble, Kris. And once again, this is a singing competition, and Adam is by miles a better singer to Mr. Modest, Kris which is probably a better musician to Adam. I never said that Kris was not good, in fact that he performed ‘Ain’t No Sunshine’ so beautiful on the round one finale and Simon called it as his round and am totally agreed with him. But, I didn’t think that Adam was not good on his first performance last night, he was just as good as he was in the other nights so that we couldn’t see anything special anymore like what we saw in Kris. But on second and third rounds, Adam was the whole way through, even Simon said the second round was a million percent goes to Adam. So, what went wrong?
Well, this a competition that decided by people’s vote, so yeah, there is a lucky factor taking place in this arena. The battle was not only between the contestants but also between the fans. That is why, Simon who is, for some reasons, always has a strong feeling during the competitions and the only judge whose voice is always contribute the vote, reminds every Adam’s fan out there to keep in voting. I guess, somehow, deep down there, he knew that Adam was going to be David Archuletta from last season this year. We certainly won’t forget how David Archuletta, who was favorite from day one, got beat by another David, as a Cook, that is (thanks God for that). But this last year thing, I thought America got it right, as Archuletta is a Kris Allen of this season to me. So save, boring, sweet and guy next door type of person. Someone who will put you to sleep when he companied you. I know many people still can not take a guy who wears make up, nail polish, and costumes yet. For some reasons, which to me is ridiculous, they are kind of intimidated with a guy such as Adam Lambert one. Well, I can not dictated how people think, though, so yeah…that is their prerogatives. Beside, Kris was not that bad and to be honest with you, I think he needs to win this competition so that he can sell some records. Adam? I don’t think he needs to win anything now, as he build his fan base quite all right now, so he will be a superstar no matter what. Paula even said that he’ll becomes an iconic. Well, I know what you‘re going to say, who wants to know what Paula thinks anyway, but hey, for the first time in my life I am agree with her in this thing. Adam is going to be big just by being Adam. Girls love him, gays love him, and so do guys who are not intimidated with their identities. So yeah, for me Adam still rocks and guyliner is hot!
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Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Best Friend Forever (A Birthday Tribute)
Since we were together like forever, for some reasons, seems like we have this kind of telepathic thinking going on. She doesn’t need to say anything but just by looking to her eyes then I can tell what she’s been thinking, so does her to me. So don’t be surprise if one day you seen us having no conversation what so ever, just looked at each other’s eyes, then laughed our head off like there was something funny just been said. But the good thing is that we don’t share the same taste on guys, since I was more like tall and blonde type of guys while she was more like tall and dark type of guys. So yeah, we were never had any problem in that issue ever and got our type of guys all right now. One thing I love about her is that she can fill in my so called quietness with her so called craziness and together we can be even more crazy than everyone could imagine. Totally!
So today is her birthday and I dedicated this blog to her, my dearest best friend. She is not my inspirations, but she is my best friend. She is not my mentor, but she is my dearest friend. I won’t follow her foot steps as we are probably heading to our different directions. I won’t lead her way as she would probably won’t follow me anyway. But I will walk with her and be there for her as she was always there for me. She is my dearest best friend who complete my world amongst so many other things in this life. So happy birthday to you, my friend. Just remember that our friendship stays forever to the end of the day. It will last for eternity just like those stupid lyrics in some kind of boys band's song, hahaha..I love you..!
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Tuesday, May 19, 2009
A Crazy Thing Called Love
So yeah, what is the craziest thing you’ve ever done in the name of love? When we were in Junior High, my dear cousin tattooed the name of a boy that she liked at that time with a permanent marker on her left foot. Back then I thought that she was crazy, but now, I was kind of understand it and it doesn’t seem so weird anymore. As for me when I was in Junior High, I was always came to school earlier so that I could see a boy who was my senior at that time because he was so cute and I liked him. And it made me had those enthusiast feelings about going to school everyday, hah! One of my friend back then, left a love letter in that boy locker told him that she was his secret admirer while one of my ex-boyfriends followed me all the way home so that he could talked to me before we became an item. Say what?
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Monday, May 18, 2009
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My Special Thing (A Poem)
Some find it in their children’s eyes
The special thing that complete you
That giving you those tingling in your heart
Some find it in the books that they’re read
Some find it in the words of others
A simple thing that makes you laugh
That makes you happy all the way through
Some find it in their mother’s voice
Some find it in the deepest friendship
Something that you will cherish
And remember it all in your memories
Some find it in their lover’s kiss
Some find it in their children’s weeps
A strong connection that makes you close
That makes you part of each other
Some find it in the roses petals
Some find it in a box of chocolate
The sweet feeling that warm you inside out
Knowing that someone love you, no matter what
And as for me, is waking up beside you
Feeling your heartbeat next to mine
Seeing the sunrise on your face
When I open my eyes and it’s you that I see first
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Sunday, May 17, 2009
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Victories over Manchester City and Wigan had the champions six points clear of second-placed Liverpool going into the match, meaning a point would secure a record-equaling 18th league title. Mindful of the dangers of playing for a draw, the Reds were quick out of the traps. I told you these guys are awesome, didn’t I?
Barely 15 seconds had passed before Cristiano Ronaldo got the better of Kieran Gibbs, exposing the space behind the young full-back to race onto Darren Fletcher’s through-ball. The Portuguese declined to continue his sprint, however, and his cross was cleared before it could reach Ryan Giggs. That early opening heralded a sustained spell of United pressure, which only served to heighten the expectant buzz which had hummed around Old Trafford long before kick-off.
However, Arsenal, still reeling from their Champions League exit at the hands of United, and the subsequent scrutiny of their silverware drought of recent years, were not at Old Trafford to simply roll over for the champions-elect.
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Saturday, May 16, 2009
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We Could Be More Than Just Amazing (A Poem)
And found myself alone in bed
All that I could think of is you
Here with me holding me tight
When you hold me in your arms
Can you feel my heartbeat in yours
Feel my deepest feeling to you
The warm feeling that is so amazing
When this feeling warm me up
All that I need is just a little patience
Until we means you and me again
Because together we could be more than amazing
Together we can face anything
As I can be your Beyonce and you can be my Jay
When we means you and me then others mean nothing
Because together we could be more than amazing
So don’t just stay with me only in the morning
Don’t just hold me when am sleep
But be with me whenever I need
Because together we could be more than amazing
You and me means holding hands
You and me means sharing hearts
You and me means making love
Because when you are with me, we could be more than just amazing
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Friday, May 15, 2009
Adam Or Kris?
Who knows how honest the vote tabulations on "American Idol" are? After all, no outside source verifies them. But no matter how Fox and the producers of the series managed to get here, they now have their most culturally potent finale ever in the showdown between Adam Lambert and Kris Allen, and believe it or not, both are my favorite since the beginning. So yeah, am so proud of them as am proud of myself by picking them. Each embodies an archetype of musical and sexual identity at least as old as television. And the choice viewers and voters make this week will have something very important to say about where we are as a nation and what kind of pop star we are willing to celebrate and embrace.
Allen is a direct descendant of Ricky Nelson, the youngest son of Ozzie and Harriet Nelson, of the white-picket-fence 1950's sitcom, "The Adventures of Ozzie & Harriet." A 1956 episode of the NBC series featured teenage Ricky Nelson forming a rock group to play at a high school dance. His first recording, "A Teenager's Romance," sold over a million copies in the real world. Ricky Nelson -- with his crew cut, penny loafers, V-neck sweater and guitar -- was a sex idol all right. The female, teen demographics for the series went through the roof once he started the band and launched a singing career. But he was the safe, TV-and-parent-approved version of teen sexuality in the 1950s -- chaperoned sock-hop dances in the high school gym with no slow, pelvis-to-pelvis-grind dancing.
In the other hand, Lambert featured a music icon who in those 1950s was recording songs like, It’s All Right, Mama and Hound Dog, who else, of course Elvis Presley, who was either being kept off network TV altogether -- or shown only from the waist up because of the nasty things censors thought his hips were saying to teen girls.
It goes without saying that the different between Nelson and Presley -- as for Allen and Lambert -- is that Presley (as Adam) was a non parentally approved, bad-boy sex in the backseat of a hot car parked down by the deep, dark river with lots of pelvis-to-pelvis grinding in the midnight hour. Yeah! Lambert's best performances embody that sense of transgression -- and then some. The "then some" includes many of the rock transgressors who have come since Presley: Mick Jagger, David Bowie, Prince and, perhaps, even Cher (this is not the place to argue about where camp meets transgression with her).
And this is where things get most interesting with Lambert. After the sexual revolution of the 1960s, there was hardly an aspect of heterosexual behavior or identity that was widely considered to be transgressive any more. But then came androgyny with Jagger, glitter and glam with Bowie -- and whatever with Prince which Lambert channel all of that, and it is at the heart what makes him so dynamic to watch on stage. In the middle of sounding exactly like Steven Tyler on an Aerosmith song, he'll suddenly soar into a falsetto scream somewhere up in the Holy Land of Patti Labelle -- and he'll stand there looking contemptuously like he could hold the note forever if he wanted to. Wow!
Which brings us to gender and sexual orientation. (You knew we were going to wind up here, didn't you?) After having everyone from Simon Cowell to "The New York Times" acting like it was all right to just assume Lambert is gay -- in part because of his Joan-Jett-like dyed blue-black hair, earrings, painted nails as well as the ability to hit those LaBelle-like notes -- we have now come to a kind of don't-ask/don't-tell relationship with the 27-year-old singer from San Diego and his sexual orientation.
And that kind of thinking is further suggested by the fact that the "American Idol" producers offer only sketchy details of Lambert's personal life while they give us lots of Allen and more of the recently eliminated Danny Gokey's world than anyone could possibly want. If Lambert is gay and he says so, it could be a "huge step forward for the show." But either way, it will be watershed if he is the one chosen the new "Idol" by viewers this week. For more than five decades, prime-time network TV has taught us to embrace the safer, less dangerous and daring model of behavior -- Fonzie Fonzarelli instead of Marlon Brando's leather-jacketed character in "The Wild One."
So yeah, this is our chance to choose the artist rather than the mere performer -- the musical tightrope walker willing to break taboos and cross boundaries. As David Zurawik from Baltimore Sun asked on his article Z on TV, do we dare?
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Then when I was in my twenties, somehow the trend of fashion was like back to sixties or seventies, or something like that. And for the same reason, out of nowhere, Audrey Hepburn was became an icon again. It’s either her for civilized people or Janis Joplin with her hippies style for revolutionist. So yeah, since I wasn’t too keen on dirty hippies look, then of course, I preferred to followed Audrey Hepburn’s steps in fashion. I even had a pin-up t-shirt of her back then, hah!
When I was in my twenties, I thought that people in their thirties are old. I was even afraid to reach that state at some points. But surprisingly, now that am in my early thirties and I feel the same like when I was in my twenties. Not much change here, in fact, my man even said that I was more like thirteen going on thirty kind of girl. So yeah, for the same reasons, maybe, my fashion icon at the moment are like the Olsen Twins, Mischa Barton, or even Lindsay Lohan…euw! What is going on here? It’s not that something that I made up, but yeah, it happens to me. I don’t understand myself and asked the same question over and over again. I was like, is there anything wrong with me? Or that’s just a normal thing happens to normal people? I don’t want people to think of me as I was tried to hide my age, but I just don’t like to dressed up like a mature type of person anymore. Suddenly my style is getting younger while my age is getting older. Do I need help? But I like my style at the moment and I don’t want to change myself to become someone else but me. I love myself just the way she is. Hope this is not one of those ’middle age crisis’ symptoms, because am not that old yet, aren’t I?
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Thursday, May 14, 2009
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Shamed On You!
I went there just to find that the lobby for the villa was empty, nobody was there, not even a bloody receptionist! Waited a while, the old guy who hit my car came out with the exact same outfit, only this time he brought a helmet with him which he didn’t have it earlier. So yeah, I confronted him about the accident which only happened like two minutes ago, but he didn’t admitted it. Well, maybe the accident gave him an amnesia so that he couldn’t remember anything. Beside, as I said before, he’s an old man, so maybe there was an age issue also here.
Then I went home with this upset feeling inside me that makes me cried while driving. I have so many things in my mind that I wanted to say but I couldn’t. Hey, I told you that I’m not good in confrontation, aren’t I? So yeah, I was just went home crying over my weakness and hating myself for that. In the other hand, my man cheered me up and said that was one of my jinx followed me, as a joke of course. I was okay now, but still, I really hope that that idiot would have a very bad karma for what he did and perhaps he can just get run over by someone so that he can feel what I felt last night. I really hate people who refused to be responsible for what he or she did. That was just a coward attitude and you should be ashamed with yourself, specially if you are old enough to be wise and sensible. Shamed on you!
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