Wednesday, April 29, 2009

My Thank You Note

Here is the thing guys, when did the last time you say thank you to all of the people who helped you in your life? As for me, I don’t even remember. Well, probably I never because I still remember when the first time I met my man, it was like almost ten years ago, the first thing he noticed about me was the fact that I never say thank you to anyone. And I was like, didn’t I? I didn’t even know that. Like for example, one day I asked my maid to fix the water dispenser for me as it was empty. After she done it, my man said that I didn’t even say anything. And honestly, at that time I was thinking that she was doing her job so why should I thank her? I know, I am a bad person.
So yeah, since that day I was trying so hard to say thank you to everyone but I don’t think I did it right. I found it was hard to change my ignorant habit and I was forgot about that word almost every times. Let say like last time when my parents gave me some money after they made some from their business, I didn’t even thank them until the week after when my sister reminded me to. And now, I feel so bad about it. What a daughter to have I am! What a shamed!
That is why, today I decided to wrote a Thank You Note to all of the people in my life. And I said people, so don’t judge me by not saying those words to my God. Because if I want to say thank you to Him, I would prefer to do it directly in my prays rather than write it here. So yeah, my first list to thank you is, of course, my family specially to my parents for giving me such a wonderful life since I was born. For the love and compassion that they always provide me, for the advices, the critics, and even for leaving me alone. Because sometimes I do need times to be alone with myself. And next, of course my brother and sister, who were always with me since I can remember. Thank you for all of the fights that grew me up, the arguments, and the loves for sure. I thank you to all of my friends, which are not a lot but I know for definite that you are indeed know who you are so I don’t have to mention any names here. For most of my time I spent with you and my times that I am going to spend with you, I thank you all for that. So many things I’ve learned from you and it helps me to build myself and be the person that I am now. I also want to thank all of the people that hate me, if I can not say enemies. Because I do believe that from ten people that love you, that means there are another ten people that hate you. So yeah, I thank you for hating me because deep inside my heart I do believe that love and hate are separated by only a thin line so of course, deep inside my heart I do believe that even if you hate me, there must be because of something that you love about me but you couldn’t face it. So yeah, thank you for that.
The last but not least, I really-really want to thank you all of the men in my life, in particular is my man at the moment for making me a better person. For being with me when the fact that I am a very selfish, stubborn, and ignorant person but you put yourself up for those attitudes. Thank you for the loves that you gave and going to give me. Thank you for teaching me how to love someone back as I was always in love only with myself until you changed me. But the most important thing is, thank you so much for inspiring me writing this note.
^_^

Monday, April 27, 2009

♥Kyle Dessent Rocks!♥

Yeah guys, you can say that I am crazy in love but wait until you listened to this guy’s voice then you can judge me. I am telling you that this guy is indeed has a very amazing voice. When I watched his live video performances in YouTube, I was stunned to see that he was never even struggled once hitting any range. Wow! Something I was never expected from a young guy like him. But yeah, he could do anything with his voice, fantastic! Well, let me tell you first, how did I find out about this talented new young singer accidentally on Facebook when his advertorial just pop up on the corner of my screen. I wasn’t even interested to check at first but then again his ad was always came up then yeah, at the end, it was kind of annoyed me and hit my nerves so I clicked it. So there you go, I became a big fan since. Duh!
Then, what’s so funny about this? Let me explain to you something. I am a softy kind of girl who always whining if I want something, so of course, OZ people don’t suit me good. I tried to avoid OZ at my best, because normally they can not stand my attitude, if you can say that. One of my dear OZ friend always said that I am a princess and a drama queen. I think he was kind of hate my behavior. He is. But recently, I don’t know why, but since I volunteer at the foundation which founded by an Australian and runs by most Australians, I was kind of getting used with them or maybe they are not that bad actually. Maybe it was only in my state of mind that because of most of them are likely speak their mind then I was kind of a little bit shocked. All my life I was used to people speak politely, you know, you have to compromised ‘what you are going to say with who you are talking to’ kind of things? But yeah, now that I am in their circle, I was sort of adjusted by itself and suddenly my tastes are adjusted by itself too. Suddenly, I am in love with OZ. Hah!
So here I am, loving an OZ singer, hanging out with OZ people, and I even talk like one now. Aaw! My best friend laughed at me all the time now, what a turning back point! But yeah, I am really into OZ at the moment, I even tolerate their freckles! Something that I never think of doing before! So guys, I am so sorry but I have to tell you these, OZ are hot and Kyle Dessent rocks!
^_^

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Where Are The Good People Go?

Woke up this morning, just like my normal Monday morning, I got my Jakarta Post’s business section just to check on my shares in the stock market. I normally don’t read other news apart from the market outlook, but today there was a headline about how the economic disaster affected the way of people’s life in Indonesia and there was a middle age single lady names Sri Mulyani (and no, I don’t think it’s the Minister that we’re talking about here) said that the impact of economic crisis was so bad for her because now that all of the branded stuffs increased the price like almost double. She also mention that she was normally change her branded hand bags every three months but now because of economic crisis, she still use the same hand bag and purse that she got four months ago, what a shamed! I feel sorry for you, lady! No wonder that you are still single, hah! While people are suffer and hunger on the street and there she goes, complaining about her branded hand bag and purse! Pathetic!
Arrived at work this morning, I received a video from my dear friend Lia through my Super Wall on Facebook which show me a shocking news about fur factory in China. Well, actually I knew that there will be some unpleasant images will shown, but I watched it anyway. An yeah, I was shocked, amazed, disgusted, and feel pity for those animal and all the people who wear them just for fashion without thinking about how cruel they are when they skinned those animals. It was the most brutal thing to do and of course, I was down in tears and forward the video to everyone right away and join PETA group at the same time. Seriously guys, I can not tolerate these animal haters at all. Where are your compassions? Animal are also God’s creature just like us. If we can not do it to the Black people, the Jewish, or any other minorities, then don’t you think that we can not do it to animals also? They are innocence and need love too, just like you and me.
So yeah, today was a big turning back moment for me. I swear not to shop like crazy and not to touch anything fur started from now on. I love my dog and cat and can not bear if something bad like those images in the video happened to them. God, no! And believe me, there are so many people need our help out there, rather than wasting our money for some branded bags or purses which are probably made from one of those animal that they slaughtered earlier, euw!
^_^

visit www.peta.org for more details about how you can help those animals

Friday, April 24, 2009

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Blackberry Mania

What is the second biggest thing after Facebook phenomenon? The answer is, of course, Blackberry! I can not believe how addicted this thing is for everybody. I went to a lunch with my best friend yesterday and as soon as we sat on the restaurant, both of us got our Blackberry out and ended up not talking to each other at all. Even when the food came, still, we were drown our head down in to our Blackberries. What a good friends we are! Hah!
My dear best friend didn’t have a Blackberry until last month. And let me tell you a funny story about how did she ended up with this cute little thing. We were in our shops that time, it was like one and a half months ago, when one of our other girlfriend came while she was sitting down right in front of her Macbook doing what we called the first biggest phenomenon at the moment, yup...Facebook. Seeing her doing that, my other girlfriend was like, OMG…you still using laptop? Where is your Blackberry?
Of course, my dear friend was a little bit annoyed because of that. Not to mention since I got mine three months ago, I was like constantly telling her how good and handling this thing was. She was probably had enough of it then decided to switch her mobile which she just bought a few months ago to a Blackberry. What an influence, eh? I hope her husband, who bought her the last mobile she got for Christmas, didn’t hate me for this. But yeah, I was so happy that she was finally became one of the Autistic Club members. Did I tell you that how we call people who owns Blackberry? Yeah, because as soon as you got one, your world is finish and you became one of those people who doesn’t care about anything around you, yeah, just like an autistic person. But what can I say? This thing is so awesome!
A couple days ago, my hairstylist in Jakarta finally got one too after we tried to pursuit him for quite sometime. You know what he said when we asked why he decided to get one eventually? He said he was tired and fed up with people asking him for his Blackberry’s PIN number while he was actually haven’t got any. And he was fed up with people looked at him as he was an alien from a different planet whenever he used his basic mobile phone to make a call or browsed the internet. Hah! So yeah, of course, the first message we sent him a couple days ago was like, welcome to the Autistic World, baby!
^_^

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Thursday, April 23, 2009

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I Wished I Knew How (A Poem)

I wished I knew how to love you
The same way you love me
I wished I knew how to kiss you
The same way you kiss me
I wished I knew how to hold your hand
The same way you hold mine
I wished I knew how to make you happy
The same way you make me
I wished I knew how to turn you around
The same way you turn me around whenever I pass you
I wished I knew how to lift you up
The same way you lift me up whenever am down
I wished I knew how to whisper in your ear
The same way you whisper in mine
I wished I knew how to call you
The same way you call me
I wished I knew how to look at you
The same way you look at me
I wished I knew how to smile to you
The same way you smile to me
I wished I knew how to satisfy you
The same way you satisfy me
I wished I knew how to understand you
The same way you understand me
I wished I knew how to make love to you
The same way you make love to me
But the most important thing is, my love
I wished I knew how to quit you
^_^

Are You Okay? No, Am Gay!

You must be confused reading the title of my writing. Then allow me to explain it to you. I have an entourage whenever I go out at night and they are all fun people. When we go out, we really out and go. We never care about everyone else but our crowd. One of my dear friend is always over concern of everyone else whenever she got drunk. And for some reasons, she was always talk in English whenever she got high even though she is a hundred percents Indonesian who was born and live in Indonesia. But only God knows why she was always like that. Every time she got drunk, she continued asking question, ”Are you okay?” to us while we can actually see that she is the one who’s in fact not okay. But yeah, that’s how she’s doing it and we got used to it already.
Let me tell you a funny story about this English spoken drunken miss concerns which was always make us laugh our head off every time we talk about it. We met two guys at a bar before which one of them is my neighbor so yeah, of course, we exchanged ‘hello’ and had a little chat with them. Since we were kind of sort of under an influence of alcohol at that time, then of course, the next day we didn’t really remember our conversations with them until they called us to talked and they were talking in English. Because of they are Chinese Indonesians who finished their studies in Canada, we were thinking that maybe they can’t speak Bahasa. So yeah, that was it, until one day I just couldn’t help myself but asking them if they indeed speak Bahasa or not? Because when we’re sober, it was kind of annoying to me speaking in English with Indonesian people. And guess what, they were like, of course we speak Bahasa, but we thought that you guys who’s the one can’t speak Bahasa because the first time we met you spoke in English with us. I didn’t say anything but rose my eyebrows to my dear friend then we were laughed.
Back to the title, one night we went out with our dear friend who lives in Amsterdam and openly gay guy who came to our town for a holiday. Somehow, he was disappear for quite sometime and we were kind of worry since we knew that he was totally wasted out. So yeah, we checked in the men’s room and found him inside. My dear friend really concern about his condition, of course, then she was like, “Are you okay?” He rose his head and looked back to us then he was like, “No, am gay!” Seriously guys, I didn’t know how to reacted at that time, should I laughed or should I worried of him? But then he laughed his head off so yeah, we all laughed together and since then every time someone ask us that same question, everyone in my group always give the same answer. And of course, this silly little joke is only for our gang. So guys, are you okay?
^_^
To All of My Dearest Friends, and Yeah, You Know Who You Are..!

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

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Salute! (My Review of ROLE Foundation)

Yesterday was an International Earth Day, so the foundation where I volunteer decided to celebrated the opening of its Eco Learning Park at the same day. First I would like to mention how did I get involved with this foundation. Last year, I felt like missing something in my life while I was actually had everything. I have so many privileges in life that make me kind of useless when it comes to deal with problems. I was so used to whining for everything and so used to get whatever I want and make me forgot about others. So yeah, last year I decided to change my life style. Oh no, it didn’t mean that I was willing to sacrifice all of my privileges, but at least I was willing to sacrifice some of my times, which I have plenty, to help others. That is why started from November last year I was involved with a foundation called ROLE (stands for River, Ocean, Land, and Ecology) as a voluntary teacher at their Women Vocational School. And it changed my perspective in life BIG time! First day I was teaching, my class was a small class, with only five students. But I was so surprised how these five ladies so enthusiast to learn everything. They were like hunger wolfs, willing to do anything for education, too bad they don’t have a facilities for that. But yeah, they were awesome students and they treated me like I was some kind of superstar or something. But the most touching moment for me was when I was finished my first class, one of my students names Wayan came to me and begged me not to give up on them just because they were so stupid. Aaah, of course I won’t! But honestly, I was choked while tried so hard to hold my tears. And believe it or not, the feeling inside me when she said that was unimaginable! That moment I wouldn’t trade for anything in my life.
So yeah, that pretty much how did I get involve with this foundation that has “Everyone Can Play a ROLE in Creating a World without Poverty and Reviving the Health of the Environment” as its motto from the beginning. And yesterday, we were opened our Eco Learning Park for the first time. But because of I was kind of busy lately, so I didn’t have much times to hang out in the foundation recently, specially since all of my students which were seaweed farmers having a harvest season so we had to closed the school temporarily until the season finished. That is why I was so surprised to see how the park going very well since the last time I visited there. Everyone must have done a very good job over there. Before I wasn’t sure about people in the foundation, about how do I get along with them since my world before was totally opposite theirs. I was a snobby little girl who always think of myself first. And all my life, I never thought of hang out with some people who talked about environment and helping others with passions. I was an ignorant and selfish human being until then. But like I said, these people changed my perspective in life and I am grateful for that. For making me feeling useful for others. The feeling I missed these whole time. As for yesterday event, I was so amazed by everyone in the foundation for doing such a wonderful job. To Mike, Tim, Lisa, Maggie, Wayan, Ajun, and everyone else, I salute you guys! And for other people who volunteers as for our sponsorships as well, I salute you too guys! For everyone who was joined us yesterday, I salute you! As for others who didn’t have any chances to take a part, then I want to remind you to start doing something, if you do care of course!
^_^
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Jl. Siligita 55, Nusa Dua Bali

www.rolefoundation.org

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Best friend...
Saya masih bingung mendeskripisikan makna ini..

Apakah sahabat yang mulai dari kecil hingga kini juga masih tetap menyandang "best"
Apakah diantara beribu-ribu teman itu, hanya boleh satu saja yang dianggap sahabat terbaik..
Ataukah yang mana ??

Bagi saya yang tidak termasuk kategori memiliki ribuan teman ini (bahkan dalam jejaring maya juga), mungkin hanya segelintir orang yang saya masih anggap tepat menyandang gelar itu. Meskipun harus dibagi dalam beberapa masa tentunya.

Ada orang-orang, yang bukan sanak-keluarga, ataupun punya hubungan saudara,bahkan kita tidak tahu dari mana mereka datangnya. Tiba-tiba saja mereka hadir bagai "menyelamatkan" cerita hidup kita. Memberi warna dalam beberapa "adegan" usia kita, dan memberikan inspirasi yang mungkin sampai sekarang juga masih terngiang saja di benak.

Pun harus kita akui, sedekat-dekatnya kita dengan sahabat terbaik itu, kalau toh akhirnya harus dipisahkan jarak, rasa itu akan kian lama terasa berbeda. Berubah, bahkan tak salah jika akhirnya memudar. Seperti foto dalam album kenangan terbaik saya, bersama mereka.

Di masa kanak-kanak, saya punya sahabat, yang saya anggap terbaik. Tentunya di masa itu.
Di masa-masa SD pun, saya juga memilikinya. Culun.
Di masa-masa SMP, saya masih ingat betapa kompaknya dia, dengan pendirian saya.
Di masa-masa SMA, betapa hebatnya sahabat saya itu, selalu ada saat saya butuhkan.
Di masa-masa kuliah, beberapa diantaranya benar-benar memberikan perhatian lebihnya.

Di masa-masa kerja, di radio pertama saya, betapa banyak yang mem-back up saya.
Bahkan sampai saat ini...
Ada saja orang-orang yang saya rasa "dihadirkan" Nya, untuk membantu kehidupan dan cerita hidup saya.

Bukannya men-dramatisir.
Saya ingat-ingat saja, mereka selalu menemani, dan berada di samping saya.
Meski saya dalam keadaan tersulit pun.
Tidak menceramahi saya, melainkan mendengarkan saya dulu (meski akhirnya juga diceramahi).
Selalu paham kondisi saya....bla...bla...bla...

Tapi yang saya tak habis pikir, "durasi" mereka untuk hadir menemani hidup saya sangat tidak kompromi sekali. Inginnya saya, selalu di back-up mereka. Bahkan angan-angan bodoh ini, andaikan besok jadi Mentri, pasti mereka jadi tim sukses saya :)

Beberapa teman terbaik saya itu, kadang meninggalkan saya, disaat kondisi ini masih belum siap menerima. Masih butuh bimbingan, masih butuh ungkapan yang jujur dan dukungan moril (sampai bahkan dukungan materiil), dan banyak bentuk dukungan lainnya.

Kini, ada lagi teman saya, yang harus melangkahkan kakinya untuk memenuhi harapan-harapan terbesarnya. Bahkan saya ingat betul, harapan dan impian besar mereka, turut pula mempengaruhi dan meng inspirasi hidup saya.

Saya hanya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih pada orang-orang itu. Meski tidak saya sebutkan, saya tahu mereka merasa.
Pernah menjadi bagian terbaik dalam kehidupan saya.
Pernah memberikan makna terbesar dalam perjalanan karir, dan keluarga saya.
Pernah menjadikan semua angan-impian itu smeakin dekat, untuk saya raih.

Terimakasih, sekali lagi terimakasih.


Ps: Good luck for my newest best-friend ever !!
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the Conclusion....

Funny how I am perceived like a duck. This season is being crazy busy, no time for the blog. But apparently, I don’t convey it too much when people see me. Curious!
So lots of job, a business to be launched, and plenty personal stuff going on.
Andai saya bilang waktu terasa cepat, apakah ini artinya saya sangat menikmatinya ??
Semoga..

I love this situation, i love this ambition, i love this little part of scenario in my life.

I feel having no much time anymore....
just run...run...run...
Just wanna to show it...just wanna to prove it..
That I can do my best...and this ambition still higher than either ..
could I ??

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Nice Vs. Good Looking

Here is the thing guys, if someone ask you about somebody’s look and you know for sure that he or she is in fact an ugly sod, what will your answer for that question? My friend’s friend has a new boyfriend and he definitely is not a good looking guy, so when we asked whether her friend’s new boyfriend is a good looking guy or not, she was like, “He’s a nice guy.” My other friend was like, okay…I know exactly what that means, nice is the opposite word of good looking, right? I was like, huh?
Yeah, my friend then explained it to me that for some reasons, people doesn’t say ugly as the opposite of good looking, but nice. Maybe for a polite reason? I don’t know. But I just don’t get it, if ugly is not a good word to say, then why bother invented the word? Why there is even a word of it then? I don’t think God will be angry if we said that word to describe his creature, does He? If someone if indeed not a good looking one, then should we lie by saying that he or she is nice? What if they are not a good looking ones nor nice? Can we still say that they are nice?
Hmm, let me tell you a funny story about a guy who approached me a couple of months ago. Every time we talk he always mention about how nice I am. He was like, you are a very nice girl…bla bla bla. I was like, no I am not. Then I told him that I would prefer if he said that I am a good girl or something like rather than nice. He was like, why? I then like, because nice is the opposite word of good looking. He was like, huh? I was like, duh!!!
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