So He Wears Make Up, So He Kissed A Guy, So What?

Last couple of weeks Adam Lambert became a phenomenon in the world of entertainment with his singing sensation and gothic style of fashion. Many girls think that he is hot, including me. In these last couple of weeks I have seen many of videos of him and his entourage in YouTube showing some controversial pictures. One of those was a picture of him tongue lock with a guy followed by a question “Is he gay?”
Well, some of those pictures probably drove you to a conclusion that he indeed is. Like those pictures of him with full make up, you would probably thought that he is a drag queen or something. And also those pictures of him with his pals who yeah, look like a bunch of queers. But let me ask you a question? Does that even have anything to do with him being hot and super cool? After all, he is still a great singer and a brilliant performer, isn’t he? Of course he is. And being gay has nothing to do with that. There are may of great singer who is gay in this world, let say Elton Jon and George Michael for example, they are in fact one of the best in their world.
I know, this controversial issue maybe came from all of those guys who is probably jealous of Adam’s success on stealing girl’s attention. Oh yeah, as a girl I am very sure of this because as girls we are normally don’t really care if a guy is gay or not, but if he is hot then he is a hot guy. Period. If he is indeed a gay then we want to be his friend but if he’s not, of course, we would love to be his girl for sure. And yeah, we don’t really care about his sexual orientation. So yeah he wears make up, so yeah he kissed a guy, so what??
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April Fool’s Day

Do you believe in April Fool’s day? I wasn’t, until last year. Let me tell you why, last year I went to Jakarta right at the end on month of March for some business trip and supposed to come back to Bali on April 1st which was an April Fool’s day. I never thought of that at all in my mind. In fact, I never believe in the day and thought that it was only a joke. Yeah, me and my skeptical way of think.
So yeah, I was in Jakarta for some business but the people that I should met turned out got some serious problem with his heart and had to stay in the hospital so that our business meeting was canceled. I went to my Securities Company instead, well, at least I could maintain my shares while I was there, right? Wrong. Here is the thing, I went to the Stock Exchange Building to meet my broker and I did but at the same time the computer system in the building went bonkers so there wasn’t any chance for me to check on any of my shares. Bollocks!
So the next day, which was April 1st, I went back to Bali empty handed. At the airport I had this feeling that something was not right. I felt like something is going to happened but yeah, I was kind of ignored it since I didn’t believe on the day after all. Get in to the plane, everything went very well, until the stewardess started to checked on the passengers and noticed that there was an old, weak, and sick old man sat on the emergency exit seat. According to flight regulations this thing not supposed to happened. For some reasons, some stupid people in the check in counter let it happened. What an idiot!
Then of course, the stewardess asked him to moved so the plane could take off. But yeah, typical old people who think that he is okay and you know, when you reached a certain age period you would back to act like a little kid again. And that was what happened with him too, he refused to moved so that the plane stuck in the airport because obviously we can not fly until the situation clear. Regulations, remember? The daughters of the old man tried their best to pursuit their father to moved but couldn’t do any better. They even asked all of the passengers to helped them by leaving the plane and pretended that our plane was broken so that we had to change the plane just to make him get up of his seat, but nah, he didn’t move a muscle. So here we were, stranded in the waiting room at the airport, waiting for him to got out of the plane. And guess how long it took? A solid two and a half hours! What a silly joke for April Fool’s Day! And did I mention that the day was Tuesday? Indonesian believes in this superstitious thing about Tuesday as the bad luck day. That’s why most of Indonesian don’t do any business deal or travel journey on Tuesday. Heaven forbid!
So guys, it’s totally up to you to believe or not to on this thing, but anyway Happy April Fool’s Day everyone!
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Happy Nyepi Day

Today is a Nyepi Day in Bali. Nyepi means quiet in English. Actually Hinduism celebrate their new year today. As for celebration and part of tradition, they celebrate it with four things that they should not do which are not lit any fire, not leaving the house, not doing any work, and not having any entertainment. With all of those, they believe that they will be reborn as new human with new soul.
For non Hinduism who live in Bali, this celebration became a little bit weird. Most of them check themselves in a hotel because of they can not use any electricity at home. Some of them even leave the island to avoid this day. Well, actually you can use electricity, as long as you cover all of the window with dark shades so that the lights that you use inside the house will not get through it. But maybe for some people it is too much to stay at home for twenty four hours, using as small lights as you can and trying not to make any noises.
This year, for the first time in my life in Bali, I have it at home. And until now half day passed, it was not as difficult as I thought. Normally, I always leave the island to avoid this day. I thought it was going to be a torture for me if I stay at home. But surprisingly I was quiet enjoyed it. I still can swim at my back garden, still can watch television even with a very low volume, still can watch movies, and still can use electricity even only with a small amount. And believe it or not, it was nice to have a day just to contemplated yourself.
Most people thought this day going to be a very difficult day, but one thing that they did not know that on this day Bali can reduce its pollutions as much as 30% of its normal pollutions. Just imagine, no factory open on this day, no car on the street, and less electricity. What a beautiful day. And as for the people, staying at home for twenty four hours straight is not so bad. You can start reading all those books that you never read, watch all the movies that you never have time to watch, and how about spending quality times with your family? Sounds boring? Well, just try it. You will know what I am talking about.
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Please Be Suffer With Me

I had a fight with my man last night over a stupid problem. I wanted to spent time with my friends but he wanted me to come home and had dinner with him. Of course, I chose to be with my friends and yeah, so we had an argument. I was so upset about it then out of nowhere I text my sort of ex boyfriend who is still pretty much in touch with me, as a matter of fact, he still hopes that we can be together again. Because of that, I was thinking that he would probably tried his best to cheer me up. Did he?

For the first half an hour yeah, he did. But after a while, he tried to convinced me to leave my man and be with him again. Oh no, he didn’t say that literally, but he said that I should not come home to my man and if I need a place to cooling myself down then his place is welcome for me. Of course, that was not something that I will do but for a split second it did come in to my mind. Thanks God that my common sense was still pretty much taking control.

When I told my ex that I can’t do that, as a man of course he couldn’t take it. No, we didn’t have any argument because I didn’t say anything back to him but yeah, he did say something that hit me badly. He said that I was an ignorant and selfish human being who has no feeling what so ever. Well, that is true though and I never runaway of those facts. But he did say something else that really kind of wake me up and smell the coffee of how bad I am as a human being. Do you really want to know what did he say?

Well, he said that when I feel something hurting me then I want the whole world suffer with me too. Confuse? Me too. Then here is his explanation. He said that I only think of myself and how I am not supposed to be hurt by anyone. When my man wants me to spend time with him but I don’t want to then I won’t do that without thinking of how does he feel about that. I just do whatever I want to do. But when he is upset then we have an argument, I then come to my ex without thinking of his feeling either. Then when my ex try to help me with what he thought as a way out of my problem, I didn’t do that either. I still come back to my man without any consideration of my ex’s feeling. All that I care is just myself and how the whole world should be suffer with me when I do. I was like, OMG am I that bad? Am I a bad person?

So yeah, this morning I woke up with these thoughts in my mind. I couldn’t sleep at all last night thinking of how could I be that person? I really hate myself now.

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10 Things I Hate About You (Part 2)

I hate the way you speak to me

With your so called self esteem that drive me crazy

I hate the way you ask me a favor

More like you’re giving me an order

I hate when you start questioning me

Makes me feel like a guilty party

I hate when you ask me to stay in

Because I have so many reasons to be out there with my friends

I hate when you are showing your jealousy

It’s not like am cheating on you anyway

I hate when you said that you’re understand me

Because the fact is you didn’t

I hate the look in your eyes when you’re angry

So sharp that could harm me badly

I hate the words that came from your mouth when we were arguing

So definite and all that I can do is crying

I hate the way you wipe my tears when it happened

Because it makes me falling for you once again

But the most important thing is I hate myself

For not having a courage to leave you when am supposed to

Bali, March 18^th 2009

Facebook-Fever

Hehe, malam-malam gini gak da kerjaan :)
Karena biasanya kerjaan kelar agak maleman gitu, ditambah faktor best-Boss lagi going around ke Makassar, makanya bisa pulang lebih awal. Meski, jalan Panglima Sudirman macet setiap sore minta ampun, dan sedikit menghambat jam pulang.

Well, actually I need to talk so much.
Tapi sekarang kebanyakan waktu buat 3 hal; Kerja, Kerja, dan Istirahat.

Gak Seru ???

Hmmmpph, gak juga sih. Seru kok, dengan kerjaan yang saya rasa benar-benar bikin naluri petualang selalu muncul setiap saat. Hehehe....

Jadi mau nulis apa nih ???

Gak tau, suka mati ide kalo udah log in ke blogspot. Tapi kalo pas lagi di jalan-terjebak macet, kadang pikiran dan ide-ide segar "bergelimpangan-bertaburan-berjatuhan-berceceran" di otak ini. Ehhh, udah waktunya benar-benar NULIS. BLANK !!!!!

Gini aja deh, saya rekap beberapa moment terakhir yah ...hehehe

Hmmm, ohya, 13 Maret kemarin Deeva Ulang Tahun ke 2.
Lagi lutju-lutju-nya, pinter nyanyi, sudah bisa berhitung, hapal nama hewan2, dan suka nanya ini-itu (yg kadang bikin gemes, krn susah jawabnya) hehehe.
Semoga, besar nanti jadi gadis yang tangguh dan pinter kaya Papa dan Mamanya :) AMIIIIINNN

Truss, tanggal 11 Maret sebelumnya, seneng banget waktu handle projects kerjaan berhasil dan dikasih selamat oleh semua temen-temen (terutama Bos sih) dan sepertinya semakin dipercaya buat kedepannya.

Truss, Minggu ini juga senang banget, karena cita-cita Bini buat dapat kerjaan dan posisi kerja lebih bagus akhirnya tercapai (thk's GOD). Dan Next week dia udah mulai pendidikan.
Good Luck, honey !! Really..over out of my mind, to be banker's. Yes, both of us :)


Trussss, apa hubungannya yak sama gambar "facebook" diatas ??
Hehehe, sabar-sabar...
Iya-iya...berhubung hari ini daku bisa touching-touching yang gak penting (upsss, facebook penting juga yak??) dan gadget juga sudah totally support. Makanya, ini mau rombak facebook. Hehehe, doain berhasil dan langgeng yahh...biar bisa terus keep in touch sama temen-temen lama juga. KANGEN

dan biar nasibnya gak kaya ; Multiply-ku, Friendster-ku, Wordpress-ku, dsb...yang entah gimana nasibnya...hehehe semua gegara "demam" sesaat sajah..


xxx Peace out xxx

Adam Lambert Rocks!

Did you guys watched the final thirteen of American Idol on telly just now? OMG, I was so blown away with Adam Lambert performance when he sang Michael Jackson’s White Or Black with a touch of his rock essences. He was so cool. Not to mention his gothic style of fashion with his pitch black hair, black nail polish, and black mascara. Seriously, he’s hot! And I am normally not into guys with make up, but this one is different. He is extremely hot!
I was watching him since the beginning actually. Even if Simon did not really like him when he saw him on the audition, well, it was not because of he wasn’t good, but Simon thought that he was too theatrical, but I loved him. He was my idol from the start, and this a little bit unusual for me since I was normally got my idol picked up in the middle round since I need to make sure that he is really good first. But this time I picked him up from the start, that is how good he was.
So yeah, for this season of American Idol, I am so into Adam Lambert. He is hot-hot-hot. And guess what, I was just put my black nail polish on, just like him, hah! I don’t care how embarrassed it was to blog about this, but I’ll do it anyway because I am so in love with Adam Lambert. Even my status in Yahoo Messenger and my Blackberry said so!
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Queen of Hearts Charity Dinner

In conjuction with the International Women's Day which celebrated worldwide on March, 8th 2009, Amazone, all female DJ agency, is hosting a Charity Dinner on Thursday, March 12th, 2009 at hu'u Bar Bali and nutmegs Restaurant where the fund collected from the dinner and auctions (holiday packages) will be put towards improving women's education and living standards supported by R.O.L.E Foundation Bali (http://www.rolefoundation.org/)

Amazone, all female DJ agency, is based in Kuala Lumpur Malaysia, represented by DJ Niina, DJ Supercozy, and DJ Danny Fry colaborate with chef Philip Mimbimi as he amalgamates his 4 course menu at Rp 350,000 nett per person. Dinner guests will recieve a complimentary hu'u sangria upon arival (flyer attached).

Will love to see you there to join us in restoring the world for our future generations.

Love,

--dewi**

Days Of Thunder

For this last ten days, I had to put my beemers in the BMW garage here in Bali because of the problem with its radiator. When I took it to the garage ten days ago, the technicians there said it would take them three to four days to fixed it. I was like, okay. I can deal with three or four days without my car all right. So yeah, I left my car in the garage without any question, all I care was my car getting fixed and it’s in a good hands. Is it?
Nope. After waited for three days I didn’t get any news what so ever. So I thought, okay, maybe tomorrow. Is it? Nope. The fourth day, I still didn’t hear anything from them. So of course, I called them and asked what was going on? And guess what, without any doubt, the head of technicians named Jaka said that they discovered more problems with my car and tried to explained it to me which made me even more confused. So I was like, okay just do whatever you need to do with my car and call me for the estimation of how much it’s going to cost me. He was like, okay.
One week passed, still no news from him. And yeah, we are talking about a BMW garage here in Bali. The garage that supposed to have a perfect services considering the car is quite expensive and luxury. But nah, not here. So after waited for one week then I called him to asked about the estimation and he was like, oh sorry, I forgot. Yeah right, and he called himself a head of technicians? Give me a break! Then after a while he finally got back to me and told me that the estimation was about 1,700 bucks. A quite bit of money considering it was only the problem with radiator from the beginning but I don’t care, I need my car so I was like, okay.
The tenth day my car with them, they were still didn’t call me or anything. And this is so ridiculous. I am not a pushy type of girl but at least they can just picked up their phone and told me when can I get my car back, but they didn’t. So yeah, I called them again yesterday and guess what my car was ready, surprised-surprised! But the bad news was their estimation was wrong and I ended up paying them closed to 2,000 bucks but I don’t really bother. I am so happy that I got my car back until I was going to go home from my shop and my car would not even started. And we are not talking about the next day after I got my car back, but this is the same day. It was like three and a half hours after I picked up my car from the garage. This is so annoying and ridiculous! I was just thinking where the h*ll did they get these technicians from? Did they even get any training before? So incompetent!
So yeah, now my car is back in the garage. Well, actually after the garage sent their men last night, my car was back to normal and they said it was just a problem with fuel pump which was a little bit dirty but they couldn‘t cleaned it up last night because they didn‘t have any tools with them. They said that I could take my car home all right last night but I don’t want to take any risk so I sent it back to the garage and told them to make sure that every single pieces with my car is okay then I will have it back. And I don’t know how much will it costs me later but I just want my car to be perfect as it was always be. After all, it’s my baby!
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Happy Birthday, Father!

Dear father,
Today is your birthday and I don’t even know what to give you. I realize how I don’t really know anything about you. I spoke to you on the phone a couple days ago, but that was only a formal conversation. We never even share any joke or laugh together. Your military background makes me a little bit uncomfortable to show you any emotion, since you never did it. You seemed like a cool or even cold person. You never kiss us good night, good morning, or congratulate us when we won anything. Everyone said that you are a very good person, but for me you are just my dad. A person who I should respect and obey. The only childhood memory that I remember about us was when you taught me how to drive a car and on our way home you let me drove and I crashed the car. That was almost twenty years ago but it still stays in my head just like it was on yesterday. Your hectic schedule made us met rarely. And even on holiday you prefer going hunting with your friends rather than stayed at home or went picnic with us. All I know that you are a quiet man. When you spent Idul Fitri holiday in my house last time, even then I could not spoke to you comfortably. I felt like there is a wall between us and I never even try to climb it just to come to you. Never. I don’t know why, but one thing for sure that none of us ever tried. We both feel happy with this condition, so be it.
Well father,
Today is your birthday but I don’t know how to show you how much I love you. I adore you as a man, as a father, as a husband, and as a human being. A lot of people look up to you, so do us, your children. I am very proud of you and I hope that you are proud of me too. So, good morning father. And happy birthday to you!
Bali, March 3rd 2009
To My Beloved Father
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